It is nights like these that trigger the writer in me.
The silence is my inspiration, the sound of nothingness is my mentor.
I listen to my heart beating and the wild horses running in my mind.
I follow those stallions into the dark woods, where they say no man should step in.
I feel as though I am not following the stallions, I am riding on one.
Soon this thought is broken by the strange feeling, as though I am in a dream.
I have become the stallion. I am untamed, wild, scared of darkness but forced to spend the night with it alone.
Because the rest of the wild horses have disappeared like scared butterflies in broad daylight.
The darkness of the night terrorizes me, I know I must run, but to where? That is unknown.
I know I must gallop away from this land, but what awaits me on the other side? I know not.
I continue, galloping into the dark woods, I feel as though the tall dark trees are looking upon me with disappoint me regret and anger.
They start to bend downwards towards me, I begin to see tired old faces forming on their trunk. I sense the disappointment and frustration is hold against me. But why me? I know not.
They keep coming closer, as if they will swallow me whole. I feel suffocated, I try to bow my head and body downwards to escape their grasp as they continue to follow me.
Soon their faces are gone, but I sense their shadows. They are still after me?
The light from the moon is not enough to dissolve the negative hallucinations in my head. I am now racing against the wind and earth.
I do not know if I am even breathing. I feel nothing. Nothing but the urge to keep going in the direction I am headed in, my heart is scared, my mind unaware, but something in me tells me I am headed in the right direction.
I do not know which part of the night has become and what remains. I am not aware of the presence of time, the only thing reminding me of the passage of time is the burning sensation that I feel within me.
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